Sunday, 8 August 2010

Next Grading

I have a grading in just over a month's time.

Now I say this almost every time... but i'm nervous. I'm worried however not because i can't do it, or feel i dont know the techniques, i need to tweak them but i can do them. And it's not because I dont think i can do it.

I'm nervous because I seem to lose breath quite quickly. My body gets tired quickly too.

Easy answer to this... change your diet and fitness regimes... And the fitness one i've already begin... but that's all easier said than done... isn't it?

The diet part is trickier... because i'm a veggiephobe... dont eat most fruits and dont like vegetables... anything green on my plate gets wasted.

This is a new chapter and this one is gonna take a long time before i even take it as seriously as i should.... because let's face it... I'm lazy

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Equality and Free Speech

This past week I was began to think about my vote... while I was... during this week... my right to speak freely was taken into question and i lost faith in something i'd loved and been a part of for a long time.

The Suffragettes fought for women to have the vote, but long before i had the sight to seethe truth the government took away that freedom by keeping tabs on people who vote... men and women alike... just so they could know who people were voting for... everyone took the mick when Sarah Palin wouldn't say who she'd voted for... she said no-one but her could know and that was something great about america... that and that alone would make me wish i was american.

A friend... AND CERTAINLY NOT MYSELF... was chatting and told me that she had notions of voting for a party that most might consider unpopular and possibly discriminatory... but voting for said party would result in her being revoked from the profession in which she was training.

We're living in a world where we can't speak our mind innocently without being told we're racist or discriminating... or told we're being illegal.

I'm not racist... I'm not sexist... I became a christian in 2007 because i believed that there was a god who loves all colours creeds and religions. A god that was merciful and forgave sins however big

I was punished for something that i am ashamed of... I spoke out how i felt and was offensive... but i have been punished in a similar fashion to someone who had acted violently towards myself and other people.

Freedom of speech is a myth. Freedom to vote... so long as you vote for who they want you to vote for... Freedom of opinion... Freedom to do what you feel is right... Freedom to be yourself without fear of rejection or persecution.

Monday, 12 April 2010

Songs I Love the Words to...

Kate Voegele - Lift Me Up
Demi Lovato - Every Time You Lie
Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces
Amy Studt - Under The Thumb
Simple Plan - Me Against The World

Loving the weather

The weather we've had the last few days has been brilliant.

On Thursday I was at the Nature Centre and Canon Hill Park with Jes, Jen, Amanda, Ferni, Kay and three lil gems, Stephanie (Monkey), Emily (Stroppit) and Rebecca (Boo).

On Friday I went shopping with Amanda, Kay and Jen

Saturday and Sunday I was with Amanda AGAIN!

and today I was in the Toby in Kings Norton with Amanda... :P

I've just loved the sun this week and plan to enjoy it til the clouds and rain come back :)

Bring on more Summery Days!!

Sunday, 4 April 2010

Holidays

This year I'm lucky enough to be going on two "family" holidays.

I say "family" because technically, non blood relations and non married-into-the-family relations will be going. ie people we've accumulated over the years and love very dearly but aren't actually related to in any way... itwould have been easier just to say friends... anyway.

The first is in Turkey. Marmaris to be precise.

The second is in Skegness. Ingoldmells.

I'm actually not sure which I'm looking forward to more. Which is actually quite sad concidering one is a hot sunny country where the hotel will have a pool and a bar and I can probably stay by the pool and bar all day. And the other is in a caravan with no guarantee that the weather will be sunny and it most likely will be cold. Oh well... we brits ey?

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

The Ugliness Of Adultery

It was last week when my Dad decided to tell my brother he might bring a "friend" to his band's 1st gig... Can I firstly say... Way to make your son remember his first gig...

"Oh I remember that gig..." "Did you play well?" "Oh I can't remember that... I just remember the botch my dad cheated on my mom with being there."

So needless to say I got angry, I've shouted at my father... and I don't know what on earth is going on now.

Remember... Cheating on your wife or husband doesn't just affect you and your wife... it affects eveyone within a 1 mile radius of the family... especially the children.

Saturday, 30 January 2010

Amongst My Stupid Decisions...

After a fair amount of alcohol... i decided against sleep to avoid a hangover... i might end up reporting the out come of that tomorrow... but i understand it was stupid... haha!

Sunday, 24 January 2010

Mulled Wine in Late January???

Is Mulled Wine something that should be only drank at Christmas... or can it be made, spur of the moment and not in anyway pre-planned *shifty eyes*, at any time of the year you fancy a spicy drink?

Also does anyone know an easy, inexpensive way of making hot spiced cider... i dont fancy killing myself doing it wrong :)

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

I'm officially an unemployed sponger

The major issue that i've become very aware of, is that the credit crunch has totally screwed over uni students. A friend of mine is a registered nurse... and she is unemployed. There's a nurses shortage for goodness sake!

I have finished uni and i can't get a job. For this reason i find it highly ironic that the damn government want more kids to go to uni... so they can get into more debt... that when they get out of uni they can't pay back because they can't get a job... what a joke!?

Monday, 18 January 2010

Oh and BlogTv...

I might give this a try one day...

http://www.blogtv.com/People/clazluvsdolphins

Tumblr!!!

I recently discovered Tumblr and upload to it pretty regularly... Plz have a look

http://clazluvsdolphins.tumblr.com/

Sunday, 17 January 2010

Doing Something.

It really rang through to me last week that i dont really do anything with this blog. To be honest i dont really do a lot.

A friend of mine started a blog called 52 weeks 52 solos.
Basically, he learns a solo every week of 2010, records a video and posts it up on his blog. The other thing about it is he has a vote every week for what solo he should do next.

My blog on the other hand is me moaning... about other people and their blogs... NAH!

Luvs yas

Clarabell x