Sunday, 8 August 2010

Next Grading

I have a grading in just over a month's time.

Now I say this almost every time... but i'm nervous. I'm worried however not because i can't do it, or feel i dont know the techniques, i need to tweak them but i can do them. And it's not because I dont think i can do it.

I'm nervous because I seem to lose breath quite quickly. My body gets tired quickly too.

Easy answer to this... change your diet and fitness regimes... And the fitness one i've already begin... but that's all easier said than done... isn't it?

The diet part is trickier... because i'm a veggiephobe... dont eat most fruits and dont like vegetables... anything green on my plate gets wasted.

This is a new chapter and this one is gonna take a long time before i even take it as seriously as i should.... because let's face it... I'm lazy

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Equality and Free Speech

This past week I was began to think about my vote... while I was... during this week... my right to speak freely was taken into question and i lost faith in something i'd loved and been a part of for a long time.

The Suffragettes fought for women to have the vote, but long before i had the sight to seethe truth the government took away that freedom by keeping tabs on people who vote... men and women alike... just so they could know who people were voting for... everyone took the mick when Sarah Palin wouldn't say who she'd voted for... she said no-one but her could know and that was something great about america... that and that alone would make me wish i was american.

A friend... AND CERTAINLY NOT MYSELF... was chatting and told me that she had notions of voting for a party that most might consider unpopular and possibly discriminatory... but voting for said party would result in her being revoked from the profession in which she was training.

We're living in a world where we can't speak our mind innocently without being told we're racist or discriminating... or told we're being illegal.

I'm not racist... I'm not sexist... I became a christian in 2007 because i believed that there was a god who loves all colours creeds and religions. A god that was merciful and forgave sins however big

I was punished for something that i am ashamed of... I spoke out how i felt and was offensive... but i have been punished in a similar fashion to someone who had acted violently towards myself and other people.

Freedom of speech is a myth. Freedom to vote... so long as you vote for who they want you to vote for... Freedom of opinion... Freedom to do what you feel is right... Freedom to be yourself without fear of rejection or persecution.